Which Way is Up?

Where to start, it's been so long since I have written. Well, last week I was called a slave master and a white devil on Facebook. I also heard some rather gory sexual details from a stranger about her marriage. I am wrapped up with the high drama of 9U baseball, engulfed in anxiety about trying to make my first sale before sending my family to the poor house and worst of all Kyle's Grandma Junker passed away leaving behind an amazing, loving family and her husband of 58 years. We will miss you Mam.

I was so overly jumbled up with weird emotion that I couldn't help but cry during church. Austin and Brayden kept asking me what was wrong and they would wipe my tears trying to make me smile which of course only made me cry more.